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Tue, 21 May 2013 13:11:59 -0400

i have a feeling my best friends are going to be really busy this summer with their baseball travel...

Mon, 20 May 2013 18:39:02 -0400

i have a feeling my best friends are going to be really busy this summer with their baseball travel team. Theres really nothing i can do about but but fade into the background. This is something they live for, breathe and eat for. I’ll still be here supporting them like always. I always tell them to go for their dreams and work hard because good things come to those who work hard and aspire. It wont interfere with how close we are afterall they are my brothers.

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Mon, 20 May 2013 00:57:00 -0400

wordswithoutwax: One week. Just one. Here…with or without...

Mon, 20 May 2013 00:42:54 -0400

wordswithoutwax:

One week. Just one. Here…with or without internet. Even if there are bears.

Even if I wake up alone.

Even if I fall asleep alone.

I want the scent and heat of a fire while the fog rolls over the surface of the lake. Or river.

I just want one week.

Peace. Silence. Seclusion.

I just need to recharge. Need and want to feel recharged.

One week of swimming in the river or lake. Writing in my journal,

One week.

I don’t want to watch it fall, I don’t want this to deteriorate. I’m a fighter....

Mon, 20 May 2013 00:19:06 -0400

I don’t want to watch it fall, I don’t want this to deteriorate. I’m a fighter. I’ll get through this.

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Sun, 19 May 2013 22:11:29 -0400

I dont even want to go out today. I wanna stay home and be the depressed fuck that I am. Im a...

Fri, 17 May 2013 14:36:51 -0400

I dont even want to go out today. I wanna stay home and be the depressed fuck that I am.

Im a wreck dude. One big jealous, insecure asshole.

I really don’t know how much longer I can hold on.

Dont even know whats worth holding onto.

I hate crying myself to sleep. It hurts.

Fri, 17 May 2013 02:10:38 -0400

I hate crying myself to sleep. It hurts.

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Wed, 15 May 2013 01:27:05 -0400

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Wed, 15 May 2013 01:07:39 -0400

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Wed, 15 May 2013 00:55:31 -0400

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Tue, 14 May 2013 22:59:35 -0400

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Tue, 14 May 2013 22:57:46 -0400

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Tue, 14 May 2013 21:21:05 -0400

piffsburg: me

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:17:50 -0400

piffsburg:

me

Its kinda fucked up that all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is they made it look so easy.

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:17:43 -0400

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Tue, 14 May 2013 21:12:52 -0400

I'm nothing but damaged goods.

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:06:08 -0400

I can pick others up when they’re down because I’m a helper. I don’t care if I get...

Tue, 14 May 2013 00:22:13 -0400

I can pick others up when they’re down because I’m a helper. I don’t care if I get anything in return out of it, all I care is that they aren’t in any emotional distress or pain.

My problem is, I can’t pick myself up when I’m in that situation. Why?

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Tue, 14 May 2013 00:20:31 -0400