I don’t want to watch it fall, I don’t want this to deteriorate. I’m a fighter. I’ll get through this.

I dont even want to go out today. I wanna stay home and be the depressed fuck that I am. 

Im a wreck dude. One big jealous, insecure asshole. 

I really don’t know how much longer I can hold on. 

Dont even know whats worth holding onto. 

I hate crying myself to sleep. It hurts.